It's hard to tell, how bad my feelings that time. Sad? Of course! Angry? Surely I'm angry. Just one message, he could change my feelings be so bad. No words to say, nothing I can do. It's crush my heart, all that feels like mix out of control. Crying myself. Just cry. For the first time he hurt me like this.
I think the game is over. Yeah, my story was end. Oh, our story, exactly.
Today, he finished the game with peace. But not 'man' enough. Like he did yesterday, with short message service or sms. Indeed I can not expect more than that. It's okay.
Now, I'm completely free. But, not the happiness that I feel, nor sadness. I just feel empty. I know he feels the same.
I have to believe that everything gonna be okay. And if God let us together, someday we will meet at the time and place better. I'll always pray and keep the faith.
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