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For someone there. I hope you have a little time to read this.

My mistake send a message to you last night. I think, i can solve this problem. But, i was wrong.

I just want to fix it, make it clear. I've told you about my feelings. My uncomfortable feeling about your attitudes. I feel you make a distance with me. Is it right, huh? I don't know what's wrong with you. I just want to know the mistakes that I've done to you, till you hate me that much. I want to talk to you nicely. Without any guilt you say that I was not serious. Did you know how hard I push myself to make me sure of my decision to tell about the truth? I've been a few times to discourage my intention to send you a message. But, I did it.

I know our past is not too good. I guess you've forgotten that happened. And I think we could start with a new one again. But, it was not. The real is,  you still hold a grudge for me. And I can feel it, the way you look at me like you want let me go far far away. Do you know, you make me upset. By the way, you also have a part in the past. But, why do I have to introspection alone?

I want to make it clear. I just want you see me like the others. And make me feel like your other friends. Don't hate me like this. If I was wrong, I'm apologize from the deepest of my heart. Is it enough for you?

But, if you feel better with this situation. I will appreciate that. I'll do what must I've to do. I'll get away from you as best I could.